Scared and Love you very much!

Wednesday Night at 5:30 I seriously did not know if my husband of six years was gonna make it and everything literally flashed before my eyes as the paramedics wheeled my husband out of our house. As I tried to keep my composure and stay calm I was so very scared once they got him stabilized and found out it was his kidneys and what the treatment plan was; the roller coaster of emotions kind of flowed when I came home and away from the hospital.

We have had more than our share of issues. Good, Bad, and all in between! I would not change a thing for it all. I know sometimes my vent posts sound horrible! Just as he vents about me! However, I or we have to remember all with then a 2 and a half year time span we have had some major life altering events happen to us.  First it was the leg amputation and then the 3 way bypass. My husband uses laughter and the lord to get him through EVERYTHING!! I have stood beside him through it all and would not change a thing.  I need to learn to do this more with the laughter and the lord.

  I have made many many many and many more mistakes and he gets upset and angry with me but I really hope he knows how much I truly appreciate him!!! Sometimes its not said enough!!! Please make sure your loved ones know how much they are appreciated and how much you love them. Tell them everyday!!!!


  To the love of my life! I love you and appreciate you more than you will ever know! Thank you for everything you do or even try to do! I know you get upset and frustrated because you can not work more. Please know God will pull us through!!!